yayyy

and yes i got it. he got it. we got it. =]
lotsa things to settle.. lotsa things to imagine. can’t wait!

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growing swinging tomatoes

I might just start growing tomatoes soon. http://www.tomatogardeningguru.com/. im eating them like chips now and it freaked one fellow new anim lab user out.

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you know you

just a few days back i thought it was fine. now i have no idea why its coming back or why such pissing antics actually exist. why did it all have to resurface. and STOP .. just stop defending yourself by pushing the blame on others. take care.

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would i be awake.

seems like i can’t stop thinkin of the finalfinfalfinalfinal. am i starting to chase too early? time is running out. i should just keep on chasing. i like working in the new lab. i like working with people cos seeing them motivates me. people as in the people working in the lab today. they were [...]

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i think i

i think i am beginning to like her again. like how i used to when we first met.
all the misunderstandings just disappeared i don’t know how and didnt realise it either. probably we have alr accepted each other. or probably it has always been one-sided and now i have learnt to accept her? i no [...]

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you know i know i don’t know

This guy, [his concept art for his fyp], is really so great that I have no idea why am i still stuck in the beginner phase. i don’t know whether to feel motivated, to feel inspired, or to feel like shit.
check him out. he did this for his fyp in Hertford. World War. prob some problems [...]

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cropping

I had so very much wanted to do this. but juu said it was ugly.
 
now we look alike! he has started to smile like me and i’m smiling like him alr. =s
don’t know how to rotate them in wordpress laa .zz [old hairstyle]

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exercise!

White cell counts tend to rise after a bout of vigorous exercise, but the researchers said regular exercise might condition the body to respond more efficiently to the physical demands made of it.
Lead researcher Professor Tim Church said it was clear that inflammation played a key role in heart disease and other illnesses, but the [...]

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which hair next?

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oaHhhhh

oh YAY!!!! its delivered! albeit later than the stipulated date. but ya.. hope its all fine and I really, really wanna get it. not me alone, but for both jerms and i. These days my thoughts just keep straying and i keep imagine what it’ll be like to be in Granville Island.. how I will [...]

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in love with the HongKong police training academy serial

What we have to deal with in life is similar to lifting up a chair. Once it gets too heavy, you’ll put it down. Don’t harp on the past, cherish what you have right now. As long as you grab every chance you have to make up for what you’ve lost, it doesn’t matter or [...]

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Modeling

i understand that this is a bit scarey but i like the paleness and it definitely falls into the uncanny valley thing. work in progress! still havta texture it and add the eyes and ‘fatten’ my chin.. or mayb some light will solve the chin problem cos in Maya it alr looked even fatter than [...]

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Protected: i don’t like me to write/swear with the f word

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in the middle of this night..

great stuff from this guy.. here’s the LINK. quirky design very very nice animation although its all breaking bones.. but it fits so well to the style and character of his pieces.. interesting new invention of the dual look animation. wow im so inspired alr. =]]
btw it was 1.55am and The Neighbour [TN] was at [...]

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true feeling of PMS

Premenstrual Syndrome [PMS] sometimes being referred as Premenstrual Tension is a collection of physical, psychological, and emotional symptoms related to a woman’s menstrual cycle. Most often, it is being used by women as an excuse to be unreasonable, but sometimes it becomes a weapon against themselves. Last night, i experienced just that.
you see, i started the [...]

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i pray i pray

fuckedupscrewedupimfeelingsolousyineedtosleepthisoff. how can i even make such stupid mistakes. sent the portfolios to the incorrect department. prepared pdf when they stated they only wanted jpeg and no presentation slides. put all the word doc stuff inside the disc when they stated NO word doc stuff. 
I was so damn it happy that i’ve done everything alr [...]

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im flaskdjalskdj tired

i can’t believe it i took like 10 hours straight to prepare my portfolio and i dont’ noe what else.. but i only noe that i havent gotten my video done and i missed out my resume. and i havent printed the doc portofolio but im super duperwanlawjrlaktu alwir tired my eyes hurt my mouth [...]

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wowww

today’s the first time im up for good this early. 10:08am now. and its considered 2 hours earlier than my usual waking time. im in school now in the same lab on the same seat facing the same screen i was facing 8 hours ago? I don’t know if i can maintain sleeping at 3am [...]

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sadly pleased

should i or should i not?
i really like this bag it was like love at first sight..i look at it every night even though some would comment that its hmm not as nice..
anws. im sadly pleased cos i manage to psycho myself to get it out of the shopping cart. i needa save money cos [...]

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apart

Apart from being tired these few days/weeks. i noticed a bizzare mix of feelings that seem to be present all at the same time that make me feel /stuck/ and i dont know what I am feeling. i can be happy but confused and sleepless. or i can be tired, angry and sleepless. or i [...]

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